Monday, June 2, 2008

I'm suffering from 'fear of change syndrome'

It's true. I'm secretly suffering from 'fear of change'.

This syndrome can affect the ability to move on to greater and happier things and prevent you from enjoying a fulfilling life. I don't know when the symptoms first appeared for me but it seemed to hit me when I least expected it. One minute I was accepting of change, moving to the 'big city' and the next I'm terrified of my own shadow.

The only cure for 'fear of change' is well, change! I'm taking on a new job less than four months before my wedding. Lets hope this works out for me and my fiance. I mention fiance because the poor guy will be the one suffering with me if anything happens;) He's definitely been my sounding board. When I'm on an emotional roller coaster so is he! I can't wait to see how he'll be when I'm someday in labour. *giggles*

3 comments:

Honey Bee said...

So what's the job? Is it the arthritis one?
I'm excited for you!

Anonymous said...

no it's not the arthritis one! it's with the ontario association of children's aid societies (www.oacas.org) i'm super excted too! and quite nervous!!

Care said...

i have no idea why i came out as anonymous hehe sorry